gara.magara.gara

nakaka-excite

nakaka-kilig

nakaka-tuwa

nakaka-loka

nakaka-inis

nakaka-frustrate

nakaka-ilang

nakaka-hiya

nakaka-pagtataka

...

mas gusto ko pang manood ng alon sa dalampasigan

kesa tiisin ang pagobserba ng damdamin ko at ng mga kilos mo

sana tayo nalang ang bumubuo sa dagat at dalampasigan

edi boracay na sana ang nabuo (HAHAH!)

kesa naman ganito...

parang di mawaring tubig-baha

na puro putik

at malabo ang kulay

sa sobrang labo di mo na makita paa mo...

o Dyos ko po!

patawarin Nyo ako!

wala nang ibang bumabagabag sa isip ko,

kundi ang taong ito!

Kung pwede lang, kunin Nyo na ako! 

kesa naman pagdusahan ko pa ang suspense nito.

waaaaaaaaaaaah~

enjoyin ko raw, sabi nila...

ineenjoy ko naman...

kaso...ewan.

ang labo talaga eh.

mabuti pa yung ulam nya...malinaw na masarap.

hay. 

tama na. tama na ang tula.

tama na ang mga laro sa salita

mga mali-maling tula, na wala namang kahihinatnan..

wag nang pilitin ang wala naman

wag nang awayin ang hangin

at hayaang umihip nalang ang matamis nitong mga bulong

sa tuwing makakapiling sa hapon.

babae

I.
minsan...
sya'y dadaan sa harap mo
at parang may dumaang anghel

minsan,
sya'y dadaan sa harap mo
at parang may ihip lang ng hangin na lumipas

minsan,
parang isang bituing maliwanag
na nagbibigay ligaya sa lahat

minsan,
parang isang makulimlim na ulap
na parang sakuna ang darating

minsan,
napakalinaw nyang kausap
at parang mga salita ni solomon ang naririnig

minsan,
parang ipu-ipo
na hindi mo mawari kung ano ba talaga

minsan lang naman.
bawat araw.

II.
sa labas,
puno sya ng ngiti
sa bawat kumpas ng kanyang balakang
malalaman mo'ng malakas ang kumpyansa sa sarili
ang tindig nya'y
parang kaya nya ang modernong mundo sa balikat nya
ang tawa nya'y nagbibigay ng saya
ang mga lambing nya'y nagbibigay kapayaapan sa malungkot

pero...
sa kailaliman ng puso nya'y
may mga tanong, na sana'y nasasagot
pero di nya pwede'ng itanong
sambitin, o ipahiwatig man,

dahil para maging isang tunay na babae
mas magandang di ipinapakita ang lahat ng dapat makita
sa loob ng puso nya
lalo na sa taong ninanais nito...

III.
maganda ako
-napapansin mo kaya?
masayahin ako
-natutuwa ka rin kaya?
kapag kumakanta ako
-nahuhumaling ka ba?
sa bawat araw na lumilipas
-naaagaw ko ba ang atensyon mo?
sa bawat pagtawa ko
-napapatibok ko ba ang puso mo?
sa bawat ngiti
-napapatigil ka ba?

nais ko lang naman na malaman
kung may nakakapansin ba
at kung ikaw yung nakakapansin.

sana ikaw ang nakakapansin.



kung sino ka man,
na nilaan ng Dyos para sakin.


IV.
ang babae ay babae
ano pa ba ang masasabi mo dun?

ala-una ng umaga

sa bawat araw...
na nakalipas...
unti-unti nang kumukupas...
parang mga pinaglumaang pantalon,
sapatos, medyas at panyo...
na dati'y punung puno ng kulay...
ngayo'y pawang pumupusyaw...

bibitawan ko na.
pakakawalan ko na

at sa pagpikit ng aking mga mata,
nakita ko'ng lumipad na parang isang batalyong paru-paro
o kung ano man...
ang mga mala-isip batang damdamin

na nilaan ko para sayo.


unti unti...
palayo ng palayo...

sila'y lumipad at dala ng hangin...


     hanggang



                      sa....







                               tuluyan



                                                                     nang

naglaho.

 - - -

*

ayun. ok na ako.

yey! haha!

Goriotikins~ again

This is us during afternoon breaks...to buy bread and such and drink coffee. Blah blah blah. I dunno where Noel is headed to though. :))

colored by Eveth :D

So we were lounging around...and one of my colleagues, Robin, has this wallpaper of Pascal's drawings...so we decided to take our own spin on it. :) Hooray Pascal, you're an infinite inspiration to us.

This is the inspiration btw: http://pascalcampion.blogspot.com/2011/03/wet-socks.html

ang mga awit kong tinutula kasi di ako marunong kumanta

pagmulat ng aking mga mata
di ko namalayan kung ano'ng oras na
pero ayos lang dahil kung ano'ng ligaya
ang sumasayaw sa aking kaluluwa

kapayapaang di naglalaho
kalakasang di nauubos
pag-ibig na di nagmamaliw
kapangyarihang out of this world talaga. haha!

habambuhay ako'ng hahanga Sa'yo
habambuhay ko'ng ititiwala ang buhay ko
habambuhay ako'ng sasamba
sa Dyos na hawak ang mundo

ibang klaseng pagmamahalan
ibang klaseng ugnayan
talagang sigurado ako'ng buhay Ka!
hindi pa ba sapat na patunay ang buhay ko?

ang puso ko'y umaapaw sa paghanga
pakiramdam ko'y sasabog na ang puso ko
at hindi ko alam kung pano ko pa maitatago ito.
haaaaay~ <3

100 Days, 100 Animals + 1 illustration

animal number 7...Tigerrrr~

the finished illustration -- this was the pile up of the 1st, 2nd and 3rd renders. hehe

first render

second...

third

some itching idea i've had since March 12...haha! this drawing is also related to THIS. Well! Back to work with me...haha!! See youuuuu~

sige last na. ngayon lang naman ulit.

naglalaro ng mga salita
pinipilit hindi maging halata
pero ano pa ba tong ginagawa
parang sobrang nakalabas na sa hawla

oo kaya?
o baka napapraning lang ako?
ikaw kasi eh.
gusto kong umayaw na sayo
pero bakit parang baliktad ang nabubuo?

ahahaha! yan ang problema
kapag kape na ang bisyo mo.

anak ng kamote
ang labo ko no?

sana oo ang sagot.
para tagumpay ang pagiging makata ko! :))

nakakainis ka

kasi ginugulat mo ako
at humahanga naman ako
para akong uto-uto
na lalong nahuhulog para sayo
ah ambot sa imo
di ko maintindihan ang takbo ng utak mo
nalilito na ako kahit di naman ako dapat malito
bakit ba kasi ang labo
pero kakayanin ko ba kung lilinaw na to?

naku panigurado...
hindi ang magiging sagot nyo.
sa ngayon siguro.
pero balang araw, ano..
di ko na alam ang isusunod ko.

ahahhaha!

pero ano.
di nga...da kase ano..
ayun. natutuwa kasi ako sayo.
at nakakainis ka...
dahil ito ang ginagawa mo
sa mapayapang buhay ko.


=))))))

nananahimik ako eh..ginulo mo pa! hay!

in other news, i found something interesting in facebook, posted by a friend:

http://9gag.com/gag/93335?ref=fb

enjoy

sa tula ko nalang ilalabas kahit kulang at bitin

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
ako'y lalong nalulunod
sa umaapaw na damdamin

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
lumalakas ang agos,
ang tibok ng aking puso

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
lalo ako'ng napapaisip tama ba ito,
o nililito ko lang ang sarili ko?

sa bawat araw na dumadaan,
lalo akong naiinis
dahil sa mga nararamdaman ko

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
dinadaing ko sa Kanya
ang lahat ng bagyo na nasa puso ko

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
lagi akong humihiling
na sana

sa bawat araw na dadaan
sa susunod
ay mas malinaw na ang patutunguhan.

100 Days, 100 Animals + comic 4

I sometimes need to remind myself He's always with me...so here....haha :) dovessss~

mmmmeeeeee

more comics....www.goriotikins.blogspot.com

Day....what...uh...day something. plus comics.....haha! :)

goriotikin blog

we were inspired by this blog: NINJERKTSU so me and my colleagues decided to create a blog where we'd post up some of our works -- whether related or not to our life as interns. So here are a few stuff I did that's involved with studio intern life. More will come so watch out!!! :D

www.goriotikins.blogspot.com :)

some comic i did...crazy day today. :))

 visit us over there sometime...haha! XD

100 Days, 100 Animals + comics 3

Here's for Day 5. :)

because summer is just around the corner, melon juice is the way~

Moar comiiiics~

because Eveth is my sunshine~ :))

Have a cold drink with you...since the days are starting to warm up. Just don't forget to move out of your place if you're in a fault line until March 23 as some people say. :) Take care, have fun, God bless!

100 Days, 100 Animals + comics 2

As promised :D

For day 3 and 4...

"We saw last week that Christ is in these four beasts as the lion of the tribe of Judah, the legitimate legal heir of King David, in the gospel of Matthew. He is the ox, the tireless servant by whose strength is much increase, in Mark. He is the son of man, whose genealogy is traced all the way back to Adam in Luke, and He is presented to us from the view of the heavens, as the eagle, in John's gospel." - Who Are The Four Beasts In The Middle Of And Around The Throne Of God?

Day 3: Eagles~ this was supposed to be a study..but eh...it was too nice so...yeah.

studies

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God - Hillsong

Day 4: Lion :)

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust - Hillsong

COMIIIIICS....it was done the same time as the earlier ones...this was actually the first. But I wanted it scanned. So it had to wait...hahah!

What I've been up to so far....

Since my Sunday -- despite it being supposedly rest day -- was busy and full, I ended up not having a chance to draw my next animal. So now, before I sleep...I'll leave you with some pictures of some good stuff that has happened to me lately~

(Later I shall post two animals...you'll see ^^)

First off...remember this post? "Into the Depths We Shall Go"???

As you may recall...I said something like wishing I could go to the Planetshakers Concert (last March 12, 2011 around 7pm), because it seemed like a far-fetched idea at the time....but...God has something else in mind apparently. (Oh and, I must warn you, bad quality photos coming your way. I was jittery, tired, excited and everything else. haha.)

the anticipation was killing me

front act...i forgot the band's name...

second front act....also forgot. but both of them had awesome songs! @_@ the keyboardist was celebrating her birthday that same day at the concert actually. so...imagine how awesome of a birthday is that?? XD

my aunt 

it's THEM!!! AAAAAAAA!!! whoa...lookit the lights @_@ didn't notice this before~

I didn't have the chance to take pictures of their encore. It was so awesome. Balloons fell down and such...and um...I was too busy screaming my lungs out for God so...yeah...hahaha. XD The amazing part about this is...we thought we were late...but apparently we were so in time! :) Sometimes ya just hafta be glad for Filipino time. :))

Aside from that amazing but poorly told testimony of how God moves in my life, here are some other stuff that I feel so grateful for:

March 11-12: Goriotik Outing/Kuya Jeps' boitdey -- first outing as a working girl...woohoo! :))

waiting at the LRT2 station...hooray interrns~

metal mouths! yeh! wooo! :))

after swimming...you drink and look like this.

the following morning -- oh hey! we don't seem to have hang overs...

sige na mitz, ikaw na matangkad. haha!

eh well...i think the alcohol still has a few effects -- on me at least. D:

hahaha because Mitz asked me to :))))))

March 4-3: School Visit/Toga returns and other graduate business (haha yes...i'm counting down i think...hahaha!!!)

my vainglorious sisturs

me and CJ at the cafeteria

sir Dan, Becks and I

Becks and I..looking at these pictures makes me realize I'd still miss my school. Apparently :/

ang dahilan sa lahat ng kabaklaan ko. :)) Hebets.

this is how you end a day. yeah! (end of March 4.)

sudden reunion pictorial at our beloved room 1005...(March 3 - toga returns blah)

ang mga salarin sa pagdadalaga ni gabi dimaranan :))

ang paboritong pose ng mga Pilipino: TELESERYE PICTORIALS. WOOSH! HAHA!

i feel loved. :)) 

2nd batch of animators...they're awesome kids :)

Feb 26(?): Reunion with Highschool Friends :)

fierce!!!!

Last but not the least......because it's been a month and two days since...

MY GRADUATIOOOONNNNN~ (Feb 19, 2011)

go wesley. hahaha (taken during the intermission of the ceremony)

powerrrr~

YEAH! Well that was a LOT!!! Sorry for the spam...but I just feel so grateful and blessed. :) For one, I never thought I'd even wear a toga after all the screw-ups I did my entire college life...and yet, by God's grace, look at me now. Sitting here, still sometimes in unbelief at all the wonderful things that happened in just three months. So let this post be a testimony to how faithful God is and how grateful I am for all the blessings. :) I shall leave you with this song:



and one of my life verses :D

This is what the LORD says:

   “Cursed is the one who trusts in man,
   who depends on flesh for his strength
   and whose heart turns away from the LORD.
⁶ He will be like a bush in the wastelands;
   he will not see prosperity when it comes.
He will dwell in the parched places of the desert,
   in a salt land where no one lives.

 ⁷ “But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
   whose confidence is in him.
⁸ He will be like a tree planted by the water
   that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
   its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
   and never fails to bear fruit.” - Jeremiah 17:5-8

Photos courtesy of: Becks, Kenn, Mitz, Tita Jazz, Justrini and yours truly :)