Don't Wait Up

Have you heard of Robh Ruppel's style of digi painting? I tried to do my own take on his method by using just the rectangle selection tool and the 'ctrl+u' command. Hahaha! Mine was a bit tough to use...but I'm happy with the pixelated effect it gives.

Also...I'm going crazy over Diane Birch as of late...not to mention that I find her fashion sense one of the most adorable things ever. So here's a fan drawing...you should check her youtube channel out!Actually...no. You MUST! haha! :D

Well...that's all for now! Just got really inspired plus my sleeplessness fit and all...so here ya go. :)

"Gettin tired of living
Living for a moment
Gettin tired of hanging on the line
Wake up every morning
And I pull back the curtain
Wonder if it's gonna rain or shine"
- Nothing But a Miracle

"I looked at the clock and it was quarter to twelve
I started counting the minutes to the freedom bell
I said the midnight hour is gonna take me home
And today's sorrow will be here no more
I said

Oh, oh, don't wait up for me
Oh, ooh, 'cause you ain't gonna like what you see
No, no, no" - Don't Wait Up

tenteneleben.

I just realized...

That not everyone is really good at making decisions. Some struggle a whole lot more than others.

And I'm included in that list.

Somehow I believe I've been deciding and pronouncing to myself that I will do this and that...but my body has never been the obedient type. It pains me though...since I do feel like a vessel eagerly drinking all the inspiring things around me...and yet it just stays there. I never -- well so far lately -- I never or haven't  been letting the inspiration flow out of me. I feel constipated.

And it's so annoying you don't have a medicine for this kind of constipation. I tried everything.

-I tried to immerse myself on inspiring things...anything I could get my hands on. I could've practically jumped into an ocean in the figurative sense, and in the end I drowned.

-I tried to upset myself, making myself angry and frustrated in the hopes that it would make me draw something out of a revolutionary kind of way. But all for nought, I got too upset and slept/ate my way through oblivion...and all I gained was pounds that can't be converted to peso.

So...yeah. I went to both extremes already...and all went to nothing.

I feel like that sad blinking cursor, waiting to move and release pixelated letters for people to read once it gets published online or on paper. Blinking. Blinking. Blinking. Blinking into the wide, white space of the infinite internet...| | | | | | | | | | |....


haha.

But yeah, 'even failed effort builds muscle' just like what the Rebelutionaries kept on saying. So I'm not backing down yet...Before December...I promise you a bedazzling blog experience you'll fail to forget. RAR!

For now...I want to share this little doodle of one fine 'waker' I look up to:

gapingvoidDaily Cartoon

and this...



Think different. Decide to. Decide to be.

a few adjustments...

i changed my domain name.

it might even change further over time...but i just thought to make things more closer to the ground like it should. so much time have been lost on me though since work really got serious; i can't even make proper time for myself to draw the things i really want to draw. it's unsettlingly upsetting.

but i won't lose. i'm pretty sure this desperation to make real art and animation will come out, if not explode violently (which i hope won't happen), after all the pent up stress boiling up in me recently from work.

it's time to join the overextended class after all.


see you soon with more drawings!